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It was time to ask for support...I shared with the goddesses that I was stuck and they came to the rescue and helped me find my way out ... They helped me realize that I was upset because I already asked for what I wanted and I had faith that God had already answered my prayers. All that was left to do was be grateful for what God has done and will continue to do in my life. I gave thanks for my purpose and everything I continue to be blessed with in life. My lifes's purpose is to be of service to others. I dont need to know all the details...I just need to listen and share my gifts with others.
From the point of gratitude I found the freedom and inspiration to write. The words came and then there was a list...a list of inspired actions I need to take to move me in the direction of my dreams. So what there is for me to do is:
- Prepare in advance for all the workshops I lead
- Got body work on a regular basis
- Resume my daily practice of connecting with the Divine through walking in nature, meditation, yoga and prayer.
- Work out regularly: Get a personal trainer, Join a Gym
- Get support with emotional eating
- Create a retirement fund
- Get house insurance
- Pay all bills on time
- Get sleep each night
- End projects that dont produce fruit
- List 6+ things that need to be done each day and do them
- Forgive people: People change...let it go
Lisa shared that her only job is Marketing and Self Care. I liked that so I'm adopting that for myself...My only job is self-care and marketing what I offer that will support others in their full self expression. I am so grateful for friends who will help me through to a place of flow and freedom. I love these moon parties.